Aight. There's been some new revelations and I decided to make this dead ass forum my new gossip corner. You're all welcome for this juice shit. So two days after we broke up he of course came to me crying and begging for me (all over text because we live an hour away from each other). At this point I was honestly already mostly over him, I was sad for about 12-24 hours then wised up real fast. Theres nothing more less attractive than a man who is a coward and doesn't want to be with you. I aint the girl to crawl or beg for someone. Nothing is more sexy than a guy who actually loves you. Anyways, he was all crying and begging and I just told him I needed time and we had a lot to fix and talk about. So two days later after the begging we talked about a lot of our issues. I thought we were on track to getting back together, everything seemed okay. He was being sweet, I was playing it cool of course. I'm not going to just go back to how things are. I'm already a naturally cold, stern bitch. Well two nights ago I get this text as midnight asking if I even wanted to get back together. I said yes and thought we were on track for that, if not already basically together. He then just stopped texting back really and was at a 'loss for words'. I then had to convince him to talk on the phone. HE DIDN'T KNOW HOW HE FELT. After two weeks, begging and crying for me back, he now AGAIN doesn't know if he wants to be with me? I was shoooooocked yet again. Like dayum boi what da fuk is wrong with you rofl. The phone call was actually very hilarious. Like once he said he didn't know it was just an auto switch off. Like ok fuck off then don't waste my damn time. I felt more mad at myself than him for even giving into him and giving him a second chance. He preached to me about how he was going to try so hard, and he wanted me so bad... lolzy. I wish I recorded the phone call I was on fiiiiiire. I didn't curse, I didn't yell, I was just laughing at the entire end while I was getting my closure. Giving him some real life advice for the future. It was hilarious, genuinely. At the end of the day, fuck him. Yes theres some anger but its mostly just funny to me how fuck up a person can be and you never know it. Thats the scariest part, I thought I knew this person but hell no I did not know they were capable of all that. Good lord. /end rant.